214.7 today, baby!!
Four pounds - count 'em, four - lost since my last post!
And what did I do differently, you ask? What great diet did I find?
Er, none. In fact, I've been scarfing chocolates and Christmas-related candies like there's no tomorrow.
BUT - what I DID do differently was - like Allison in this great YouTube video - I went back to Curves!
But not just ANY Curves.
No, being the glutton for punishment and humiliation that I am, I joined the exact SAME Curves that I wrote about so scathingly in a previous incarnation of this blog, way back in 2008!
So what's changed? you wonder.
Well - nothing, really. And everything. But mostly - ME!
When I walked through the doors of Curves Van Nuys two weeks ago and said I wanted to join, I was cringing inside, hoping they wouldn't remember me. So far they haven't.
And conversely, as I started my membership, I saw indications that the things I'd complained about were still happening - primarily the loud chatting and nonstop socializing.
But you know what? I joined with my eyes wide open. I knew those problems would be there.
But I ALSO knew that I need the kind of structured workout that only Curves can provide.
As you know, if you've followed this blog and my previous blog, The Curvy Catholic, I've been trying to "go it alone" since both my beloved downtown Curves, and my friend's gym "It Figures" (which had a similar circuit training workout) closed down two years ago.
I've been walking. And biking. And working out at 24 Hour Fitness.
And don't get me wrong, all those are great! They all contribute to keeping my weight at a manageable level.
BUT - none of them have helped me to re-lose the 50 pounds I re-gained last year! And that's what I really want to do!
See, I know that "big is beautiful" and "fat is fantastic" and all that wonderful self-help jargon. I understand that women have been oppressed because of their weight. I get that. And I agree that fad diets are harmful and that it's OK for a woman to be fat if she feels comfortable that way. And I don't think people should be discriminated against because of their weight.
I get all that.
BUT - I know, for myself, that I just felt better overall when my weight was down to 180. It was just physically easier for me to get around and do the things I enjoy doing.
So - I'm not going to apologize for my size.
But I'm ALSO not going to apologize for wanting my size to be SMALLER!
After all, it's my body and my life!
(OK, enough melodramatic posturing here! Bottom line (so to speak!) is that I rejoined Curves and I'm glad I did - 'cause it's WORKING, baby!)